These last two weeks have been so stressful. See, I have a terrible habit of setting myself impossible deadlines. I said to myself, “Self,” I said, “You can edit 400 pages in 4 weeks, easily!” And hey, I probably could have reached my weekly deadlines, if it weren’t for things getting in the way, such as my day job, eating, sleeping… all that stuff. But, you know what? I’m still going to do it. Even if it kills me, I’m going to finish editing all these (now 410!) pages before the end of next week. It’s okay… it’s only 128 pages left.
But, you know, I also have to rewrite one or two scenes, blah, blah, blah.
THEN, onto my beta readers. They’ve been waiting very patiently, so let’s all give them a round of applause! I’ll forward on your cheers to them.
Also, I want to apologise. So many of you were upset you didn’t get an update from me last week regarding Eleanor. I think stress got the best of me, and quite frankly, I was burnt out. I told myself to relax, to just skip one week. Yet, my legions of fans were disappointed, and for that I’m sorry.
By the way, you guys know that I’m only pretending to be really arrogant, right? Cool. Just wanted to be sure you knew.
Right, well, now that that has all been settled, and I’ve regained the love of my adoring fans, I’ll get back to Eleanor.
So, by my calculations, I am roughly 68.78048781% into my edits. I am reasonably happy with that. I tell myself I am reasonably happy with that. Though, I was hoping to have hit 75% by now, as you know. So here we are…
But… if I push on, I can still potentially reach that goal.
So, Cadence, what’s next?
Well, I’ll tell you… what’s next. After my beta readers… have a read, I am going to contact an editor (because let’s face it, I’m not perfect at editing — I get a little semi colon and em dash happy at times) to see if she’d be willing to take on Eleanor. Yes, I have an editor in mind, an amazing editor, so fingers crossed!
In the meantime?
I’ll be looking at traditional publishing. I have a few publishers in mind. It will be a LONG process, I know, but I am willing to take on all the heartache down that road because I really believe in Eleanor. One heartache close in sight — writing a cover letter for submissions.
In the future?
I’m already thinking about my next project. Don’t worry, I will fill you in on all the details as they come. This will likely be a project for National Novel Writing Month, so I will essentially be doing planning, research, and so forth. I do also have two other projects in the works however, as you know — A Travesty (my first novel) and Wings of Malice (my second novel). And, as you know, I kind of abandoned those two novels after hitting a major wall. Once I hit around 80k words I start to get a little lost, and self-sabotagey. I think it comes down to the fear of ‘what’s next?’ But it hasn’t happened with Eleanor. I won’t let it. So, those novels are also candidates for the near future.
One last thing. I seriously can’t stop looking at the cover design for Eleanor. I am in love with it. Phoenix Johnson has done an amazing job, especially as she is new to designing — this was her first paid gig!
Join me next week for another exciting instalment of, What’s going on with Cadence and that novel, Eleanor, she keeps talking about? Until then…